randomness.

i haven't posted on here in a while.
i think it's because i find the need to throw random emotions into my words and call it something.
anything.
and that makes no sense at all, so let's move on.

i just need to go home.
it's all i can think about, all i want, to the point of considering not doing my exams.
i miss everything.



i fought with my mom today.
she doesn't understand how it feels to be miles away and still have responsibilities to the people i left behind.

i hate it.

almonds.

tonight i saw a play about melancholy.
it was strange, but there was a line that caught me.

"we seem as as far apart as the space between stars."

they say that melancholy tastes of bitter almonds.

coming up short.

i told myself i was going to write here every day.
and clearly i fail at this.

i procrastinate far too much. big exam due on friday, with a two to three page essay as well, and i really need to be doing it. right now. but instead i am congratulating myself for doing well on my exam today by watching one tree hill. lots and lots of one tree hill. because what's better for a "i rock" party than a large amount of nathan scott?
nothing, i tell you. nothing at all.

so on that note, i'll say "hello" to all my new followers (love you, jm.org-ers!) and to my old ones too.
i wish you all a wonderful night.