you're the reason why.

there's a reason i deleted you off my facebook in the first place.
it's because i hated logging on and seeing your status updates, your silly posts on other people's walls, your photos from weekend adventures.
but then you had to notice i was gone.
too soon.
you had to fight for me back, even when i didn't want you to.
then, when i finally responded to all of it, you had to be sweet.
right before i left.
just as you started dating her. finally.
so i added you back.
and we've said nothing since.

i'm not supposed to still be thinking of you.
i'm supposed to be off in my big city, far away from you, moving on.
across the country.

but i still hate seeing your status updates.


reason why - rachael yamagata.